Wednesday, September 28, 2011

Rough

Finally we started premarital counseling. Pastor Taylor, a reformed pastor that we respect has opened up his church to us, along with doing premarital counseling and the wedding. I am paying $75 for using the place but that's it. Sounds great doesn't it? But in the midst of that lots of crazy things are happening. I'm  currently a full time student and I'm also working a part time job. My job is about 1 hour and a half on the metro and requires for me to spend about $35 a week. My job has been going though lots of changes. This is my fourth week and I just now received a paycheck. I'm behind on my credit bills and my loan companies are writing me about past due dates not knowing that I'm still in school and need a deferment. I am beyond overwhelmed right now. My head hurt and I'm tempted not to submit to Tyrell's leadership anymore. I want to take matters into my own hands but even doing so what can I accomplish by such a task. I don't know what to do. I really need Christ to intervene, give me wisdom and provide for us. We have nothing and we're getting in more and more debt.

3 comments:

  1. Praying for you Marie. The Lord knows our struggles and he never brings more on us than we can bear. It seems like this is just a severe season of sanctification for you. Some days are easier than others but continue to stand strong and rest in his everlasting arms.

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  2. Also, it would be a good idea to contact your student loan companies and ask them to mail you out a deferment sheet. You will still probably accumulate interest but that will prevent them hounding you for payments until you get done with school.

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  3. Thank you so much for the encouragement Jazz. I'm so thankful for you. Today was a much better day. Thanks for all your prayers

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