Rough

Finally we started premarital counseling. Pastor Taylor, a reformed pastor that we respect has opened up his church to us, along with doing premarital counseling and the wedding. I am paying $75 for using the place but that's it. Sounds great doesn't it? But in the midst of that lots of crazy things are happening. I'm  currently a full time student and I'm also working a part time job. My job is about 1 hour and a half on the metro and requires for me to spend about $35 a week. My job has been going though lots of changes. This is my fourth week and I just now received a paycheck. I'm behind on my credit bills and my loan companies are writing me about past due dates not knowing that I'm still in school and need a deferment. I am beyond overwhelmed right now. My head hurt and I'm tempted not to submit to Tyrell's leadership anymore. I want to take matters into my own hands but even doing so what can I accomplish by such a task. I don't know what to do. I really need Christ to intervene, give me wisdom and provide for us. We have nothing and we're getting in more and more debt.